Kiddo

by Unkempt Herald

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Intro 02:21
2.
In These Wilds I can't describe the push It leaves me wounded Fatigued by my own weight I fall through thin tectonics Tired and empty Been broken before but I Can't find the peace (piece) I need To stand up straight Do we really have control?? Is the pull or the push I can't tell on my own I weigh my value Against the cold hard I hear the demons voice Taunting my every move Are we ever alone Are they always pushing Do we really have control (x2) To never have answers To move without reason To be poisoned by feeling Is more than some can bear Never have answers While living confusion With no clear way out Some go too far SOME GO TOO FAR!!!!!!
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The Note 03:40
Going over each line... Trying to understand... Reason... logic... rationale… Determined plan…. Left here to wonder... What’s the lesson I’m left with? Tell me why… Shaking, breaking down… Struggling to comprehend All the time that I have wasted The darkness, it can be too much sometimes. If you don’t share the weight you’ll break inside Cuz everybody has a time in life when they focus on the master plan, But some people hold it in their bones and try to reach it with the razors edge
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I've been feeling useless a waste Since life took a turn for the worst I keep it off my face in the public But I don't know how long I can try Feels like I won every battle to lose the war Why let me win every battle??!?!?! Don't tell me keep my head held high I've spent too much time in the clouds And when I came down I could not fly… I just fell to the ground. What does this empty world expect of me I've been bleeding for so long How much more of me can you expect of me I've lost more than I can stand My hands feel tied I feel you here with me though you've died I hear you on the wind You're in every step I take in my mind This space is not safe for me Something here want me to die I feel the pain and the envy The anger remains inside I feel it break my heart Mistakes that stain the dark To young to see the world in that way Why are there things we can't explain Why should I exist With your name as pain on my lips I am still searching for the answer (x3) Why do we even exist? The question stuck in her eyes I tried my ways to assist As I was searching for the answer I am still searching for the answer (x3)
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Magdalena 04:56
I've been feeling useless a waste Since life took a turn for the worst I keep it off my face in the public But I don't know how long I can try Feels like I won every battle to lose the war Why let me win every battle??!?!?! Don't tell me keep my head held high I've spent too much time in the clouds And when I came down I could not fly… I just fell to the ground. What does this empty world expect of me I've been bleeding for so long How much more of me can you expect of me I've lost more than I can stand My hands feel tied I feel you here with me though you've died I hear you on the wind You're in every step I take in my mind This space is not safe for me Something here want me to die I feel the pain and the envy The anger remains inside I feel it break my heart Mistakes that stain the dark To young to see the world in that way Why are there things we can't explain Why should I exist With your name as pain on my lips I am still searching for the answer (x3) Why do we even exist? The question stuck in her eyes I tried my ways to assist As I was searching for the answer I am still searching for the answer (x3)
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WHERE ARE YOU NOW!!!!(X3) WHERE!!!!!! You say the words you think will help, But absence is your face and cliche is the only well you draw from Want them to think you show support But you’re just a fake and do it all just for the sport SO WHERE ARE YOU NOW!!!!(X3) WHERE!!!!! Your social media a stage for you to show off all off your compassionate ways They don’t know your other face the one that only cares when there’s attention for your page I have no need for this at all!!! You’ve got the gall to say you really care? I think you’re something less than filth. You’re a user and a liar. Just a coward, an emotional vampire. Draining all my feelings so that you can feel complete and alive You’ve got the nerve to think you can compare But they are nothing at all YOU’RE NOTHING NOTHING YOU’RE NOTHING NOT AT ALL
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I must keep this inside This is where i live now The sensation of falling This choking is my home I feel like I’ve died This world can’t hold her soul The feeling of flying… Is the same as falling slow No one wants me here But it’s where I am. How long before… they dont give a damn? Sorrow can be a 4 letter word It burns my eyes… Like acid rain on stone It leaves scars They never heal It’s a reminder of what is real Can’t hold it inside Wish I couldn’t feel No one wants me here But it’s where I am How long before… no one gives a damn? Sorrow can be a 4 letter word HOW LONG BEFORE YOUR HELL BECOMES YOUR HOME I’VE SPENT DAYS MAKING ANGUISH A THRONE DON’T FALL TO THE DARK HOW MUCH PAIN CAN YOU HOLD INSIDE IF YOU DON’T LET IT GO YOU’LL LOSE YOUR MIND DON’T FALL TO THE DARK
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A Sad Song 04:54
The light fades as the scene changes camera pans to the girl with the Hope In Her Eyes As we focus on exasperation some won't notice it fade… the hope that is... Was there ever a chance or was the Romantic tragedy so busy in the dance no one saw the fragility He was waiting for his time to end when it was her clock smashing down. I’d do anything Give her back to me The Girl Stands on the edge looking down. As blurred lights pass she fades Are there any lessons in this misery, Or just pain in the tragedy? They thought they could save you… But that arrogance let you down.. I’d do anything Give her back to me Covered in pain I’m caught in the sway Circle bird of prey Peck out my eyes So I can see Don’t you cry
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Messenger 08:24
The light fades as the scene changes camera pans to the girl with the Hope In Her Eyes As we focus on exasperation some won't notice it fade… the hope that is... Was there ever a chance or was the Romantic tragedy so busy in the dance no one saw the fragility He was waiting for his time to end when it was her clock smashing down. I’d do anything Give her back to me The Girl Stands on the edge looking down. As blurred lights pass she fades Are there any lessons in this misery, Or just pain in the tragedy? They thought they could save you… But that arrogance let you down.. I’d do anything Give her back to me Covered in pain I’m caught in the sway Circle bird of prey Peck out my eyes So I can see Don’t you cry

about

Unkempt Herald’s album “KIDDO” is dedicated to Eva Magdalena Smith who lost her battle with depression on December 16, 2016 at 10:45 pm. She was 16 years old. Eva was a bright light that burned out far too soon and left her pain for the world to hold in her stead. Eva is survived by her Father Aaron, Stepmother Stefanie, and baby sister Amelia.

We would like to remind anyone reading this that this album is about surviving. If you or someone you know is struggling with depression and/or suicidal thoughts or actions please do all you can to help them/yourself and remember there are people you can talk to who care about you and your existence. You may not feel it all the time but you are loved and you are wanted.

If you ever need to talk to people who know what your going through and can help you with it please call/contact:
The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
1-800-273-8255 (Available 24 hours everyday United States).
If you are abroad please contact
International Association for Suicide Prevention
C/o AAS 5221 Wisconsin Avenue NW
Washington DC 20015 USA

credits

released March 20, 2019

All songs Written,Recorded, Produced and Performed by Unkempt Herald and Mark Dollar at 432Studios New Jersey USA
"Kiddo" was mixed and mastered by Mark Dollar

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Unkempt Herald Bloomfield, New Jersey

Formed in the Spring of 2013, Unkempt Herald’s music features heavy grooves and odd time signatures with aggressive yet melodic vocals. Members of Unkempt Herald have toured America in various bands (Betrayus and Face Down Dead), and have released their first full length album. They are currently booking shows and hope to book a tour in the near present future. ... more

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